I kinda have enough of all these squabbles already. Anyways my blog entries have been rather foul lately, time to make amends i guess? haha! :) Hmm...lets see, what do i have to say? Well, I have tonnes of projects waiting to be dued in the next 2 weeks. Have been rather tired after school during this week, dont know for what reason but yea... Made new friends in my new class. Cool peeps. I finally made the right choice in my life, choosing CIE over the main stream. i personally feel so =) Something i can excel in other than mugging and burying myself into countless books and notes.

On the other hand, i do miss the DME/23 people. Nowadays, only can get to see them by chance. Sighs. Oh wells, what to do? In the working world its going to be you and yourself facing reality and the harsh life of the real world. Better start training up!Oh ya, Sis's birthday party is this Sunday! Hmm...think i'm going to be the MC again. haha! Think i'll get paid? Not a chance! LOL.

My B'day is around the corner too...have to think of what to do...right now, nothing really bright at the moment. Think of just calling a few very close friends. That's about it. But well, others are also warmly invited to come celebrate haha! Feels weird stating this on my blog... :P argh, heck! LOL.

Have been working over-time on my sch stuff...want to get DIST. Should be easier? Haha... Now about my GEMs, Its fun but at the same time taxing? If you people out there are wondering what is GEM, its "General Elective Module". I took Design Appreciation. So ya, by the way i was saying, its taxing. Reason being, some of the projects given are long term ones. And the current one is some photography one. hmm..have to fork out time to go take pics with my group mates. 3 of us. Of which 1 is a china gal which can't understnad english at all?! Oh my...And she is from ICT..How is she going to do well or least understand the lecturers and do the tutorials? That baffles me and my classmate. LOLx!

In class now, i'm just sticking to i think only 5 people? Hmm..the others are sorta hard to communicate with. Different frequency is the problem. haha. Maybe time will help. Had a wretched game of bowling today. Really sucky! Reason is i had a bowling ball of the wrong size. I normally use size 8 and today the alley was jam pack and all the size 8's were taken. Had to switch between size 10, 11, 12...it was horrible!The score i shant mention. :P one of the worst games ever. ugh. Wasted my $6 on 3 games of which i and fred played only 2. What to do? Had to rush for GEMs.

Met Razali at about 5pm. Sit and talk with him and his darling till 5.20pm. Then had to make a escape to mum's car. Got a earful and went home. Slept, ate dinner, type this entry and, going to be on the phone.

This is my SUMMARY of the day. Bye. =)

Friday, April 28, 2006;
I made my mark

Well...This is what the bastard FOO CHENG KAI said on his blog. Take your time to read it.



Attention to all!

A warning post found on Duane's blog. He has defamed my good reputation. Heed my warning now! Beware! For those who do unto others will do harm unto themselves. Do not blame others for your own mistakes and thus fabricate a whole new lie from nothing.

In his blog, he stated "A mother fucking son of a gun who cannot seem to stick to his own circle of friends." This is my response, my friends are MY FRIENDS. Some of them may be your friends and thus do not assume that they are only yours! People can meet new friends everyday. Therefore, do not treat your friends as only YOUR friends.

He has also stated "Go find yourself some female friends and stick to them. Leave my friends alone." He has again stated the obvious. He thinks that his friends can ONLY be his friends. This is utterly rubbish. Each man can make as many friends as he wants and not restrict his friends to not make friends with others.

He has stated " I know you send the email to our lecturer to blackmail me. " Hear my warning, YOU SHALL BEAR THE WRATH OF YOUR OWN DOING. Do not blame others for your own mistake. As a good student, I am merely upholding justice in the school. I have done my part to report. Wheather the Lecturer wants to punish you is up to his own discreet. Therefore, if you are so afraid of what others may do to you, you should not have done that in the first place. Bear the consequences of your mistakes.

Please be responseible and bear all the consequences of what you have done. This is the advise I give to you.

Remember this : I must and will never be cowed by the bluster of reactionaries.If you fight, I will wipe you out completely.



Foo Cheng Kai if this is what you think is right of you to do so, you can go hide in your cowardly little dog hole and piss off. For goodness sakes... "defamed your good reputation"? My foot. you have a notorious reputation and that i'm very sure. A FUCKING bad one. SO please dont talk crap to make it sound like you are so good. "Fabricate a new lie?" Fuck off bitch. There was no lie in my entry.

And i strongly urge you to go REFLECT on what u have said on your blog. Why not i ask all the people reading this entry something...

Do you people like it when someone like FOO CHENG KAI, bothers and ask for details about a friend of yours when he has nothing or no relation with the person? I mean making friends is ok, but you are going too far. Adding girls like some desperate bitch on friendster. And thats not all, do any of you people like it when some guy go around knowing and making friends with all your gal friends? Thats not the worst...The worst is when you use their names and bring them up so ever so often. Come on! we each have our own circle of friends. You find yours and keep out of mine!

You are intruding into people's privacy! Get a life..

About the blackmail part, it is none of your business. its has nothing to do with you. its between me and daniel. So just Fuck off!

What you have typed is down right immatured...you have no sense of friendship. no whatsoever. You will never understand the hurt i have felt when a person i regarded as a "friend" stabbed me in the back. I have no such friend like yourself.

I have said my piece. So if you still think you are " so holy", "so damn fucking good" then i really feel sorry for you are a vermin to be pitied.

And STOP trying to use other people's lines. you merely cut and paste them. please FOO CHENG KAI, i know all of your tricks, so dont act so arrogant in front of me. you are the most sorry person i ever met in my life. really you are. Bastard!

AND one more thing, i can have to guts to say that i am not lying about anything i say on this entry. my friends know me well enough. i believe and trust my friends with my life can you do the same? i bet not. so please just leave my life alone.

I would like to hear views from you guys out there who see this entry. please say something about it. thanks!

Monday, April 24, 2006;
I made my mark

To the AssHole Foo Cheng Kai:


Bastards are always bastards. Bitches are always bitches. Foo Cheng Kai is a bastard. A mother fucking son of a gun who cannot seem to stick to his own circle of friends. I have seriously enough of you. You fucking piss hole. Get out of my life! Get your own life and stick to it. And one more thing, remember it! I don't fucking damn give a shit about your fucking theories. It really seems that you will be the first one whom i will punch. I am warning you. Go find yourself some female friends and stick to them. Leave my friends alone. You Fucking desperate piece of shit. And please stay out of my affairs.

I have told you nicely and i have stated very clearly that i have enough of all your crap. This is the last straw. I am warning you. I had fucking enough of all the shit you have given me in the last 1 year. I have tolerated more than enough of all this. Read this and heed my warning. Its the last i will ever be telling you.

I know you scheme against me. I know you send the email to our lecturer to blackmail me. You stabbed me in the back when it had nothing to do with you. Fucking bitch! You are nothing but a CHEAP piece of shit trying to try ways and means to get rid of the people that do better than you. I regret knowing you. I really do. So i suggest you go find yourself someone whom you can suck balls to please all your fucking ambitions in a sneaky despicable way. You do not deserve any act of kindness.

You have absolutely NO sense of sparing a though about other's feelings. You DO NOT have a limit to your bullshit even after me telling you i'm fucking pissed off with you!

DO NOT INTERFERE with my life!

The FUCKER is using the name [CK] on my tagboard. Just to tell you people that such bastards exist.

Thursday, April 20, 2006;
I made my mark

Heys people! Just a gentle reminder...Especially to those in SP. I have changed course. Anyways, today was rather interesting, had lectures and met up with YC for lunch/high tea/desert? Haha! it was really nice talking...and helping her out. dunno. i feel good. haha! yc if u're seeing this...haha...dont hesistate to tell me ur probs..hehe! :P


Anyways, alot of things happened today. I changed a course, know more about relationships, more on the gal's point of view and all that. was a great day. We all learn from our mistakes. mistakes are obstacles that make you grow stronger and wiser so as not to make the same mistakes again. the future is in our hands, we choose how we want to mould it. so all the best to all those out there having problems. anything just call me. :) i'm only a dial away. hehe! :)


Oh ya..my Dear cousin RUTHY this paragraph is for U! Wah..i'm surprised u still remember me ar? haha! ok la i very bad say u till lidat! but..anyways i wanna tell the world that u very Nice! Caring! Loving! Responsible! And a whole lot of other good stuff! haha! too many to mention! ok la say you so nice later say i flatter you. haha! ok la! take care in Australia! :)


Thats about it. I'm waiting for TIME to tell me stuff. it'll tell u too. trust me. Waiting...Waiting...Waiting... haha! Cya folks around!

Wednesday, April 19, 2006;
I made my mark

If u people out there have been wondering why i have been changing my blogskin so often like 2 times in 4 days is because my mood these few days have changed tremendiously. dont know why. well that is one of the main reasons, of course including things like i'm bored and i have not found a skin i like. yup.


ok...now to come to juicy part of my entry. My new class. i have not really made any conversations with any of my new classmates, except for the one i spoke to 3 of them when we 1st met. it was a very short talk. Anyways my class have only 23 students. of which 6 of us are together from our previous class and the other 17; 4 from DME/1B/22, the others are either smokers or students repeating their modules. kind of sucks but what to do? In any case i have to score abt 3.7 out of 4 for my GPA. hope to do better every semester :) Meeting up with both of my "sisters" on thursday for lunch! Yay! see u gals soon!


Hmm..now..for Char, Am, Dor...

Char: Heys relax abit abit k? don't so stress till like that :( Hmm..shall meet up with you soon when you are more free:) haha my treat! cheer up :) Share ur probs with me k? :) you'll feel better :) Take loads of care!

Am: Wei...you arh..tell you already don't talk to that loser you still talk. Make me give up on you too then how? Sighs. You better give me a good explaination when you call me tomorrow! Scold you liao! But don't worry u'll never be alone got friends around! :)

Dor: Hello! Thanks so so much for helping with my SRO. Cant thank you enough for all you have done :) Comment about my blog ok? haha! shall blog abt your kindness now..told ya i will! hehe! :P


"Doortje is a kind hearted soul. loves to help people." ok done! :P haha!


OkOk...going to get murdered by people after this entry! haha! Nitex people!

Wednesday, April 19, 2006;
I made my mark

i have practically no idea what i want to blog..but some how i just feel like writing something down here. spent half an hour tryin to come up with a poem to describe how i feel but nothing came out...brain is somewhat dead now.


anyways sorry dorrtje for neglecting u...quite hectic week i had and stupid sro is screwed up. can't play it. erm..chel, heys i'll cya on monday ok? erm..u tell me the timing ba..i see how ok? and thanks in advance for the cookies :) hope its nice :P


hmm...thats about all i want to say...oh ya..
char..heys cheer up k? dont worry too much. smilez~!

Sunday, April 16, 2006;
I made my mark