Woohoo!The holidays have arrived and the examz are over!!!Muahahaha...Now...hmm...now i'm bored...Sighs..For some stupid reason i seem to dread long holidays these days...dunno why..i want to get the feeling of achieving a long deserved break!But its missing!!! No no no!ARG!Aiyah...nvm...lets talk about the more impostant stuff...Who still owes me MONEY?!Every year its the same...I'm the loan Shark!ANd if i do forget...they don't seem to tell me...sighs...some friends...LoL!Okay...so...Foo Cheng Kai(most wanted) -$40, Daniel Loy -$9, Hediyato -$9,
Rui Qin -$6, Yong Teck -$9...i think thats all...haha!Oh ya...Yang Cheng still owes me $11 for the movie ticket...i think it was last year or the year before!Haha!

*$$$ makes the world go round!*
Muahahaha...sound like so rich liddat...lol..actaully not lor...haha!

Hmm...Oh Yesterday went to explore Sentosa's Forbidden forts...actually more like lost forts ba...went to fort Serapong..nxt one is fort Imbia..but have to go find it..haha...the expidition was totally cool!The journey was suppose to start at 11am...but in the end due to some delay it started at 2pm!Nvm...still got there..LOL!Had to climb through the dense "forest" and withstand all the mosquitoes...rui qin was damn scared of contracting Dengue..haha...finally we reached the site...and took some photos of it on the outside..took out our newly bought torches and illuminated the way in...was so damn dark inside...can cant see ur finger even if it was in front of your face. Its pitch black. We went in bravely like heros..Bleah~!Walk and walk, deeper and deeper into the fort while Foo was giving us HISTORY lessons on the way in. HAHA!very interesting i muz admit! Was very surprised i dint go into hyperventilation cos i'm clastophobic...a gush of cold chilly air swept past our faces as we went deeper...we crawled through a tiny hole just big enough to fit our shoulders...thats was when i started to panic abit cos i tot i would not be able to do it..eventually..i did..haha..proceeded further into it till we came to a ladder that leads 3 stories down...behind the ladder was a hatch with thenames of soilders whom went down...looks like those who went down never came up.So spooky..took a few shots inside in total darkness and of all things my camera's LCD screen must fail on me..so aga-aga snap through the pin hole..hmm...then that was it..so fast lor..i really wanted to explore more but..could'nt..sianz lor..haha..Cheong Keat kept on saying...Foo use the flood light mode...Duane..use the spot light mode...while he himself use the flood light. Rui Qin was in front. We had to light up the way for him for he came with nothing!haha!He came in Orchard-wear like going to town liddat!LoL!Foo gave him a lousy torch and he was fed up with it...But better than nothing la...next time rmb to bring ur stuff hor Rui Qin...muahaha or else we leave u there alone!!!

After coming out of the fort, Rui Qin wanted us to act like we are looking for things...LOL..so Funny! Cheong took out his torch in broad day light haha! we all followed...like some bunch of jokers sia!Went back down hill and came across some super old building which dated back from 1936!!!OMG!Haha!Snap a few shots...then headed to Palawan beach..on the way back i suddenly got a freaking muscle cramp!!!So bloody painful! Almost fell! Worst thing is...it happened 3 times!On both legs...The cause was lack of salt in my boby..also i never go do warm up..not used to this..haha...anyways the trip was so so fun!In the end only 2 of us went...Me, Cheong, Foo and Rui Qin. The others were missing in action(MIA). Missed out loads of fun though...haha..perhaps our next expedition u all come ba...was thinking of adding photos to my blog...let all those reading see the suvivors of the fort expedition!HAHA! and the overnight cycling freaks!LOL!

Foo and Rui Qin came over to my place later that day and stayed till 1030pm..had pizza with my family...foo bloody joker..out of the blue ask my mum if my family speak cantonese at home..then mum come suan me...arg!Oh wells...but i must also stae that foo is a very sociable guy...too socable in fact(bad point) u noe wat i mean rite guys(DME 1B/23 peeps)..haha..one more thing...i pissed daniel off big time yesterday..sorry bro..was not in a very good mood...hope u forgive me...sorry..lets bury the hatchet k?Smilez~!

These few days i have been sleeping at around 3 to 4am daily!Geez...so today me going to sleep earlier..uh yup!Dad found me a job to occupy me during the hols but no pay!WHY?! Now i have to fork out a much greater sum of money for building a computer from scratch..with the help of Foo, daniel, and the others...those who noe com...feel free to help me k?haha!Like Shawn Koh...that one is Com genius!Well, the hols are here...so might juz as well make the full use of it..yup!All the best for my semester results!OMG! i hope i do relatively well...so worried...
Cya people!

Friday, September 30, 2005;
I made my mark

Today's entry is going to kinda short as i predict...well today i got to know abt a friend whos friend has recently passed away. i truely feel very sorry for asking her why she was sad these days...so i went to read her blog and as well as her other friend's blog...they all missed this guy who is only 15 and have cancer. every blog i come across be it pris and sheila, they all missed him so dearly. as i read their entries i feel so touched and sorry for them.I know how it feels when u have lost someone who is juz so close to me..it sucks. to one of the gals, things happened so quick. all the things kept in her poured out when the time was already too late. the guy loved her but she dint say yes until it was too late. this really moved me so so much..had that urge to juz comfort them..and tell them its all part and parcel of life. anyways, i went to this guy's blog(jasper) and tag on his tagboard where all those who missed him so dearly tagged. those who love him so juz could not help but say it all out. i was moved once again.i went to read his last entry which dated a 4 days befroe he passed on. his last words where,"i'm not feeling too good feel really sick...and i'll blog more tonite".he never got to blog again.Though i do not noe this guy at all, i just had that feeling to tell him that all his friends out there loved him alot. and that he'll be loved.

this entry is not abt me actually but i juz felt like typing it out so tell all those who are looking at it how fortunate they are. life should not be wasted and lost trivally. take this advice and move on with life. at times u may feel that the world is coming down on u but always rmb, that there are those who love u so much more than u can imagine and perhaps what they will only tell u far too late until it happens. So, guys/gals reading this, please value ur friends, life, family while there is still time.

If either pris or shelia is somewhat reading this or knows abt this entry, i send my deepest condolences to u all whom are friends of this guy- jasper. Take care always!

Friday, September 23, 2005;
I made my mark

Haven't been updating my blog from since god knows when...been really busy lately...seems like another excuse though but poly is tough.HAHA!
Anyways i juz out of the blue felt like blogging today...guess today are one of those days when i feel very with myself..yeah..listening to "Dance with my father" by Luther Vandross...very nice and touching song...sighs...today i had my thermofluids semesterial paper and i think i kinda screw it up...very disappointed...but who knows...maybe by some bloody twist of fate i might do well?nah...i'm happy to juz get a B though my aim is an A, actually a distinction...(getting more and more ambtious ya?)
Dunno for some reson this year i'm taking my grades very seriously...its really different..haha...sarting to become serious..and aiming for distinctions...but sadly...none.Signed up for a twin diploma. now waiting for my sem results to see if can qualify for it 1st..hope can...if not then..so be it lor...haha..can concentrate on my major - mech engineering. i'm suddenly reminded abt all those people who are dear to me...my parents, cousins, friends...maybe its the song..but i...not sure...i can still vividly remember the time when i had my break up with my ex...it was so painful...actually cried..hard to admit..but yes nonetheless. the thoughts racing through my mind at that time was like...why? why did she do it? well...i guess its over..she's changing now...not for the better the way i see it..going gothic..sighs..eventhough we are not together anymore..i'll be there to help her..(guardian angel?)Nah!! haha!not that noble...LOL!reminded of my grandma..and all...sad sia..anyhows, its all in the past le...i still keep the memories..the nice ones..so not that bad ba...in those times when i was all down and all that, i would like to still thank those who stood by me and cheered me up..very grateful to all those people!Thankz!
Have been getting into lots of trouble these days...with mum and dad...and now even in school(the anna case)...dunno whats wrong with me...i'm not like that?!Juz feel that...i'm also becoming very easily pissed off...for no apparent reason?Owe loads of lunches to Chel...and a testi too..Sighs...
Today, daniel punched Foo in the head while studying in the library...foo kinda pissed him off big time..but he shouldn't have done that...well not like i could stop him...would have if i could. thermo was a killer...hated the paper today..studied bloody hard for it and yet i cant score!Damn frustrating!Went to Jurong point after the flunked paper and ate at some foodcourt...aiyah..haha!Was expecting something more decent?Called dad at abt 10pm and he complained.Sianz.Was surprised to bump into my dear jazreel jie jie there!**insists i call her Jie as she older than me..Bleah~**
Recalling the past, it has been 4 months in SP...time flies..like ending the year already!Hmm...made quite a no. of friends in poly this year...and even one not from poly?!Met her through ushering...and managed to get her hp no. on the very day!haha...dint blog abt this earlier...secret..!

I know my this entry very very confusing...jump back and forth time...lol..have fun figuring it out ba!Lol!With this...i would have failed OC..0 marks for my arranging...haha!who cares! dotz!

Oh wells...i think i've said what i wanted to say le..thats all folks...till nxt time!
**the ending kinda rush cos mum is in the famil area...whoops!shld not be using the laptop to do this!Muahahaha!Ok..gtg..cya!

Tuesday, September 20, 2005;
I made my mark

Well, as the title has said it my life sucks mainly due to the people around me and well my marks and all that.but on the brighter side i got others who care for me...yeah!Anyways, i guess daniel has really changed kinda much since the time we 1st started school.I don't know....i mean i feel as thou he has become much more sensitive too?Besides the fact that i' sensitive and he always says that abt me.For those reading this entry, esp u daniel, i juz hope that maybe u'll find out and see what i juz can't tell u in the face.Its difficult to do so...probably thats why many people in class dont really talk abt each other in front of that perso but rather behind their backs if u like to put it that way...i know its not good but its not an easy task.Loy, i have read the lastest entry of ur blog and u said that i'm the one leading all of u to TB but like i said i only gave a suggestion and nth more. I don't know why you are putting the blame on me but anyways its the past. I shant rake it up anymore. I juz hope u will utd what i and the class feels (not abt u) but abt us. Alot of things are hard to explain but its this way and i guess we have to juz acept it. You have been a very good friend but i advice u to listen to others ard u esp when u are not in the best of moods.I know now if u are reading this, u'll probably feel that i have no right to tell u all this but i feel that i shld at least inform u.Thats all.I actually feel happy that u dint quarrel with cheong today.actaully i was already very happy for u last nite haha!Juz cheer up bro and dont take things like they are always bad and that people are always out to get back at u.Life is not that bad.No matter what, i'll still be ur friend.I'll still look up to u as my mentor haha!Take care!

Now abt the happier part of my life...hmm...did quite ok for my OC written speech...got 79 again!arg! same as my presentation...sianz i dont know if i'll get a distinction for it now..sighs...well its ok compared to the class so ya i'm kinda happy...yupp...erm...oh ya!i finally got my leader self back in form again?haha!Flung my mechanic course work!shit!but the teacher still said i can still get a distinction if i do well for the next tests!woohoo!Will go chiong and study hard le!yea!hmm...watched the Movie: "The Maid" with Rui Qin...got to know him better after that...so happy!lalala~!But the best thing is...i always have Belle, Chel and Shusan to cheer me up and tlk to me when i'm down.There are others too haha but i shall be bias and mention only the best!haha!Joking!Apart from all that i still got my stupid IDEA prototype and other stuff...its cool but like D&T do so much and suck up so much of ur time sianz! Dint see teachers on teacher's day thou...sighs but might visit Mdm lee and Mrs Hoh soon...Dint get into SPARC but still feel ok haha!dun care them la!LOL!Arg! STM setting in....can't rmb what i'm suppose to write but anyways if i do rmb [of which i think i will after i post this entry](how frustrating)!
Ok Ok...better go le...till i rmb what i'm suppose to say...haha!bye guys!

Friday, September 02, 2005;
I made my mark